Those are the words Brad Pitt said as Archilles in the movie "Troy" to his men. It’s quite a good war cry as well as motivational speech. Short and direct to the point.

The way I look at it, the Immortality Archilles was meaning was that their exploits will be written about in history and thus, they become immortalized. For us in the modern world, we can replace that word with success, wealth, fame, or whatever it is that’s our heart’s desire.

Do take note of one interesting fact though: the men didn’t just have immortality given to them, they had to jump out of the boat and swim to the beach to gain it. In a way, that’s how life works too. We can gain all our heart’s desire but in order to do so, we need to do something and make a step.

And those steps might not even be anything great. Jumping out of a boat and swimming onto a beach isn’t anything to shout for actually. But it still needed to be done in order for the men to reach their immortality. So when we are doing the normal day-to-day routine, let’s not think it’s nothing but just another step towards our dreams.

Of course, if our dreams were God-driven dreams, the way forward would be clearer. That’s because God will be leading the way! He’ll mention the next step and all we have to do is follow it. How about that for simplicity? Course, it involves absolute faith that God knows best but having seen so many people achieve greatness through God, it’s not that difficult to trust Him.

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When I was in Penang, I proved that driving fast doesn’t get me that much faster to my destination.

Now in KL, I still don’t see the need for rush. Everyone is on the road/bus/train trying to get home. Why must you continue to try and go home faster when it will only save you a few minutes?

Firstly, taking LRT (bus, no idea since I hardly take them). Every time the train comes, everyone will be pushing to try and get on it. Be patient my friends; like the Putra guide says, "Everyone also wants to go to work." And the next train is only 4 minutes later at the most. You’ll get to work.

Drivers, why do you insist on cutting lanes just to go ahead half a car at a time? Yes, in the long run you’ll save some time but considering that you only live 10, 20 km away at most, how much time do you actually save? Taking a less jam road will of course save you plenty of time but cutting in and out in jams? Doing this will just gridlock the road and make the jam even worse.

Furthermore, I hardly see a reason for all this in the morning. I’m sure most everyone living in KL will know that 7.30 to about 10 is peak hour in the city center and all major roads (including some minor ones) will be jam. Plan your time ahead! Leave the house earlier; than you won’t have to rush just to get to work on time. If your boss is flexible, do what some do; go to work a little later when the crowd is smaller and leave a little later.

Since most office workers finish work about 5 or 6 in the evening, I understand that some may really want to go back fast. I just hope that all these people (myself included) do remember that everyone else is also trying to do the same. Let’s not make it anymore difficult or harassing for others with our impatient attitudes and crass behaviours.

Having said that, I do agree with something I heard on the monorail: can those who are out shopping or for a good time please don’t jam with the office workers? You all have (quite) flexible timing, can’t you arrange it so you don’t go back during the 5-6 period? When everyone is trying to go home after a long and stressful day at work, don’t add to the congestion by also going back. You’re out having a good time, why not just extend it a little later and have a nice dinner out? Or just go back a little earlier. It’s all down to good time management.

I have to commend the commuters for one thing though: they don’t usually push themselves to the front of the door to get out first. I’ve done it once because I was afraid I wouldn’t get out in time. How embarrassing it was when the people I pushed past were also going out! In addition to that, I’ve only noticed 3/4 times when someone couldn’t get out of the train at their stop. 2/3 times was because they couldn’t get out in time but once was that the train doors did not open at the station. Considering that I’ve taken the train every working day for the past 3 months and every week in my Form 4 and 5 years, that’s very minor in comparison with the number of times I’ve seen people get out at the right stations. Not to mention that the doors remain open for a reasonable amount of time to enable all commuters to depart at their chosen stations.

At the end of the day, I really don’t see much benefit in being impatient and trying to beat others in hope of shortening our own journey time. It angers others and gives us stress. I find being patient and waiting my turn very calming and peaceful. At least when I get to work or reach home, I’m in a better mood which serves everyone and myself better.

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It’s been nearly 3 months since I last posted anything here or in Priority. I guess I’ve let work take its toll on me. Or I may have gotten lazy. Anyways, I have a few thoughts I’d like to share so look out for a few new postings over this week (what’s left of it anyways)!

Speaking of writing on my blog, I also haven’t been reading my friends’ blogs. Having said that, there’s one thing I like about Friendster blog: auto update whenever there’s a new post. I’ve only kept up with Friendster blogs simply for this simple reason. Oh well…

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Once again, I’m posting to vent out my frustration regarding the dumbness of today’s society and the education system.

It really burns me up to see how everyone thinks that having As in exams and getting a degree is the litmus test to someone’s intelligence. Take it from me, it doesn’t take a genius to score 17 As in SPM or to get 1st class in a degree. Heck, getting a Ph.D. isn’t all that it’s crack up to be.

I’ll admit, getting 17 As is kinda special and all credit to those who manage it, it takes a lot of hard work. However, I wonder what has the student gave up to be able to get so much As. Between setting the national record for most number of As scored in SPM and getting 9 Bs with actively involved in club and outdoor activities, I’d take the latter.

As I’ve described in my post on Priority, there are many other types of intelligence other than the 2 that schools concentrate on. And even on those, these days all it takes is a really good memory and the right tuition to score in the tests. With tuitions, teachers, schools, society so obsessed with As and education success, we’ve lost sight of what truly matters.

Schools are meant to impart enough education on students so that they can become upright citizens in society and contribute to it. Spotting exam questions and spoon-feeding syllables down the students throats don’t achieve this purpose.

Many students (on their parent’s prodding) ignore some school subjects and activities simply because they won’t be tested on those in the major exams. I believe they are wrong and misguided. Art may not be tested but it’s an important subject because it helps students develop their creativity and learn to express themselves. Moral isn’t simple about memorizing a set of moral ethics but putting it to heart and practicing those ethics. In other words, those who ace the Moral test should be those who truly show good characters, not those who manage to remember the ethics and spew it all out on a piece of paper.

Mathematics is a study based on logic. Students are meant to use their brain and apply logic to solve those maths problems. Unfortunately, many are taking the shortcut of simply memorizing formulas and regurgitating it out when needed. This alone shows how society has become blind to the true purpose of education and are too engrossed with the idea of gaining bragging rights by having a piece of paper that says you have more facts that you’ve forgotten in the 24 hours after a test.

When students can pick up a book or some notes a couple of weeks before an examination, memorize all the facts there and score As, there’s clearly something very wrong with the system. All we’re teaching the youth of tomorrow is strategies on how to work less and deceive others. I pity them. They went to school expecting an education, instead they learn how to lie and cheat and become clones of everyone else.

Once again, I say I’m blessed to have the luxury of doing well though it doesn’t matter much to me what the certificate says. I am able to look at my results and be satisfied with what I get because no one has pressurized me to do better at something I clearly can’t do. Of course, it’s easier in hindsight (and having left the system) to condemn it and say that I don’t care but honestly speaking, it’s the truth. I, myself stop worrying about getting the right results since 2000. On that topic, I’m actually unsatisfied with my degree not because of the grade, but because I didn’t earn it. I’m happier with a C that I’ve worked hard for than an A that took me little to no effort.

My most burning ambition is to create a system, whereby everyone is recognized for their intelligence and their skills and no one is pressurized to be good at everything. We were never meant to succeed at everything.

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looks like i’m falling back into my old habit of procrastinating. NNNNNOOooooooooooo!!!!!!!1111oneoneone!!!11!!!!!

anyway, 3 new posts circling around CNY. Enjoy!!

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Alright, 2 new posts though one is 1 month overdue. Wanted to blog more but can’t remember any right now (distracted by the music playing…). By the way, Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai!

So… where’s my ang pow? Wahahahaahahaa…

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Hmm… not bad. it’s only the 4th day of the new year and I’ve already posted 2 posts (not counting the one just after the stroke of midnight). If this continues, I might have to revise my policy and only update this blog once a week!

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Allllllrighty then, I’ve got my first post of the year down! Okay, so it wasn’t exactly right after I found something to post but hey, it’s a lot better than last year’s try…

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I have 5 new posts on my blog which is at Blogspot . I’ve even cleaned up the tagboard issue (dumb change of URL thingy). In fact, I’ve decided to use this blog to keep track on when I post new blogs on that blog. (maybe even create a xanga to keep track of this blog and then a wordpress to keep track of xanga then an MT to keep track of wordpress and a myspace to keep track of MT and another one for…) :P

Anyways…. do check out my blog if you’re interested (or have nothing else better to do, hehehe…) I aim to keep it up to date on the latest going ons in my life. Tata!

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I can’t take it anymore! Everyday, I think about her. Everyday, I want to know her better. I’m reminded of the experiences we had with others. I remember the comfort I feel when I’m close to her. It feels so right just being next to her, or even talking to her. Spending time with her feels like the best thing in the world.

And yet, there’s nothing I can do to take this further. She’s in another country, thousands of miles away. I want so much to hold her, to spend time with her, to know her a little better. I want to be able to touch her, to see her, for a while more at least.

I’ve been able to imagine life with her. I can see me growing old with her. To spend the rest of my life with her. And I want so much to explore that option, there’s not much else I’d like to do. Everytime I see romantic scenes or couples together, I’m reminded of her. I can’t seem to get her out of my mind though in some ways, I don’t think I want her to vanish from my mind either. Yet she’s so far away…

And it breaks me in 2. To like someone so much and yet, unable to do anything about it. Thousand of miles stand between us and I am at a lost on what I can do. I wanna spend time, and share in all her worries and problems. I wanna be the one she turns to, to be the one who solves all her problems, to take care of her when she needs caring. It pains me that there is no way I can be there for her. For she is in a foreign land and living a life so alien to me right now. And she’s always busy as usual. I can’t seem to reach out to her much. And my heart aches so hard, I’m crying on the inside. I can’t take it anymore but I want it to last because, it’s the only way I stay connected to her.

I’d do anything to be with her. I’d change myself, just to prepare myself to take care of her. To be strong enough so that I can be the shoulder she lies on, the earthly comfort. To be prepared physically, mentally and spiritually to be there for her. I can envision us supporting each other through thick and thin, being there for either of us in all times. Maybe I’m thinking too much…

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